Growing UP

Have been such a long time never update my blog.

The reason is, lazy and do not have any writing in my mind.

How could today will have the mood to write ? because i realize I need to grow up.and I need to write it down , before the next second , what is in my thought today.

Grow up means spending less time in FB.

Grow up means bearing more responsiblity and be mature.

Grow up means dressing like a mature lady and think properly before any action is taken.

I dont hate growing up, but I am scare growing up. Scare the stress which i need to bear.

I feel really happy when everyday, I wake up with nothing in my mind. walking in the forest, going to the sea. I think my happiest days when I was in university, driving the car, rounding the island. :) those old days.

I really wish I am Peter Pan, live in Neverland, playing with mermaids and fairies.

Life oh Life, I wish I can be a child. Spare me, but I love to be who I am.

Thnking about it , I ask myself , what makes me Happy? I could not find the answer. But I only know whats makes me not happy.

Is growing up means happiness is hard to be found?