feel very tired, physically, like want to fall sick soon.
feeling watching movie although tomorrow got test.
please, i want to study : )
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Part of That World by Little Mermaid
ARIEL
(Maybe he's right. Maybe there is something the matter with me.
I just don't see how a world that makes such wonderful things could be bad.)
Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here you think
Sure, she's got everything
I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
You want thingamabobs?
I've got twenty!
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more
I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see them dancin'
Walking around on those - what do you call 'em?
Oh - feet!
Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumping, dancing
Strolling along down a - what's that word again?
Street
Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world
What would I give if I could live out of these waters?
What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?
Bet'cha on land they understand
That they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand
I'm ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire and why does it - what's the word?
Burn?
When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that shore up above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world
(Maybe he's right. Maybe there is something the matter with me.
I just don't see how a world that makes such wonderful things could be bad.)
Look at this stuff
Isn't it neat?
Wouldn't you think my collection's complete?
Wouldn't you think I'm the girl
The girl who has everything?
Look at this trove
Treasures untold
How many wonders can one cavern hold?
Looking around here you think
Sure, she's got everything
I've got gadgets and gizmos a-plenty
I've got whozits and whatzits galore
You want thingamabobs?
I've got twenty!
But who cares?
No big deal
I want more
I wanna be where the people are
I wanna see, wanna see them dancin'
Walking around on those - what do you call 'em?
Oh - feet!
Flippin' your fins, you don't get too far
Legs are required for jumping, dancing
Strolling along down a - what's that word again?
Street
Up where they walk, up where they run
Up where they stay all day in the sun
Wanderin' free - wish I could be
Part of that world
What would I give if I could live out of these waters?
What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?
Bet'cha on land they understand
That they don't reprimand their daughters
Bright young women sick of swimmin'
Ready to stand
I'm ready to know what the people know
Ask 'em my questions and get some answers
What's a fire and why does it - what's the word?
Burn?
When's it my turn?
Wouldn't I love, love to explore that shore up above?
Out of the sea
Wish I could be
Part of that world
Saturday, February 16, 2008
In the mid night with Ching
Ching is sleeping, sleep like pig,while I am working, work like shit.
I cant really relate pig and shit together, but some how, is just stuck together.
I am starving now, wish there is someone buy me supper!!!
Today , I don't feel good again. Woke up , found out that I have fever. Then , i need to take breakfast and lunch together by my own. Make up by my own. But somehow , i feel satisfied with my own make up. Work alone. Eat KFC alone, ( I bought one cute puzzle). This week money all gone. I am damn poor!!!
Took dinner with Yaomi, we have been long time dint chit chat. Have a very long nice chat. He he , feel like we should always chat together.
Been to Ching room to online.Log into blospot, facebook, Then Daryl came to tell me SECOND APPLICATION is out !!!
wa lau , but there are no EXCHANGE. some how , is expected, but i am dissapointed. thinking of applying second round , but my confidence have been shaken. Thank you for my darling who is there to give me support, makes me feel better.but by the way , i know the answer, I am definitely going for director , most probably , Strategic Initiative.
Then I met Yuki , to discuss for our APXLDS conference in Japan. have a lot to be planned , long nice chat with Daryl and Emily. cant believe that I am going out for conference!!I feel excited.
By the way , i have a lot of works have not been done.
Three tests in a row , thesis, AIESEC work.
wa lau we, i feel like dying.
Please let all these over,. i want to be free!!!
I miss my friends!!
I cant really relate pig and shit together, but some how, is just stuck together.
I am starving now, wish there is someone buy me supper!!!
Today , I don't feel good again. Woke up , found out that I have fever. Then , i need to take breakfast and lunch together by my own. Make up by my own. But somehow , i feel satisfied with my own make up. Work alone. Eat KFC alone, ( I bought one cute puzzle). This week money all gone. I am damn poor!!!
Took dinner with Yaomi, we have been long time dint chit chat. Have a very long nice chat. He he , feel like we should always chat together.
Been to Ching room to online.Log into blospot, facebook, Then Daryl came to tell me SECOND APPLICATION is out !!!
wa lau , but there are no EXCHANGE. some how , is expected, but i am dissapointed. thinking of applying second round , but my confidence have been shaken. Thank you for my darling who is there to give me support, makes me feel better.but by the way , i know the answer, I am definitely going for director , most probably , Strategic Initiative.
Then I met Yuki , to discuss for our APXLDS conference in Japan. have a lot to be planned , long nice chat with Daryl and Emily. cant believe that I am going out for conference!!I feel excited.
By the way , i have a lot of works have not been done.
Three tests in a row , thesis, AIESEC work.
wa lau we, i feel like dying.
Please let all these over,. i want to be free!!!
I miss my friends!!
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Always On My Mind
This song would like to dedicated to my beloved one, for this special day to a special valentine like you.
ALWAYS ON MY MIND
ALWAYS ON MY MIND
Maybe I didn't love you quite as good as I should have,
Maybe I didn't hold you quite as often as I could have,
Little things I should have said and done,
I just never took the time.
You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind.
Maybe I didn't hold you all those lonely, lonely times,
And I guess I never told you, I'm so happy that you're mine,
If I made you feel second best,
I'm sorry, I was blind.
You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind,
Tell me, tell me that your sweet love hasn't died,
Give me, give me one more chance to keep you satisfied,
If I made you feel second best,
I'm sorry, I was blind.
You were always on my mind,
You were always on my mind.
Elvis Presley
Happy Valentine's Day
I might not good in words to show how much I care, but if you look into my heart , you are always there.
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
Chinese New Year Eve and I
Today is a special day. Or should we say it like everyday is a special day out of usual day ?
woke up early in the morning , been to market with my mum and grandma. Suddenly , i feel that I should really learn how to cook. Sharing this with my friend. who just laugh at me , saying that by the age of 23, i still don't know how to cook is a cool joke.But, I seriously is a joker , who said the none of us is a joker in our own life.
Life is like a story , you are the main character as well as the story maker.
is really up to you how you want to make the story goes.
I am thinking of you again. Looking back , we have been having so many memories. But sadly say,. why all these memories wont appear to my mind after so many years. I just know i cant afford to lose you. Your call make me feel warm. If you are reading this , I would really want to apologies for anything that i done to hurt you . I know i have been very selfish , always put myself first before you. Always putting up evil princess face , asking you to do this and that. I asked myself , is that what we call happiness for both of you and me. I closed my eyes , what i can imagine is , both of us hugging each other when we sleep, Be grateful because everyday we see each other, having each other in our arms. But not , always making both of us feel stress in the sense of , maybe one of us lose our direction when we grow up. I am glad that no matter what change , your love towards me is still there .And i feel safe and confident , because you are my shelter.Dear, i just don't know how to tell you how much you mean to me , i know that by the end of the day , i just want you to be with me , no matter we are poor or whether we are sick. Is you that makes me feel, I am worthy, priceless. As you have already give your best to me , i feel that i should be doing the same, giving the best , for our future.
woke up early in the morning , been to market with my mum and grandma. Suddenly , i feel that I should really learn how to cook. Sharing this with my friend. who just laugh at me , saying that by the age of 23, i still don't know how to cook is a cool joke.But, I seriously is a joker , who said the none of us is a joker in our own life.
Life is like a story , you are the main character as well as the story maker.
is really up to you how you want to make the story goes.
I am thinking of you again. Looking back , we have been having so many memories. But sadly say,. why all these memories wont appear to my mind after so many years. I just know i cant afford to lose you. Your call make me feel warm. If you are reading this , I would really want to apologies for anything that i done to hurt you . I know i have been very selfish , always put myself first before you. Always putting up evil princess face , asking you to do this and that. I asked myself , is that what we call happiness for both of you and me. I closed my eyes , what i can imagine is , both of us hugging each other when we sleep, Be grateful because everyday we see each other, having each other in our arms. But not , always making both of us feel stress in the sense of , maybe one of us lose our direction when we grow up. I am glad that no matter what change , your love towards me is still there .And i feel safe and confident , because you are my shelter.Dear, i just don't know how to tell you how much you mean to me , i know that by the end of the day , i just want you to be with me , no matter we are poor or whether we are sick. Is you that makes me feel, I am worthy, priceless. As you have already give your best to me , i feel that i should be doing the same, giving the best , for our future.
Sunday, February 3, 2008
someone pursue happiness, someone create it
Someone pursue happiness, someone create it?
Am I the one who only know how to pursue, but never create the happiness?
or Am I the one who always create happiness but never pursue?
Before this, What is happiness? is not joy.The difference between happiness and joy is the key element of sustainability.Joy only given by God, but happiness given by people.
Yeah, sometimes, i think i pursue happiness, sometimes i think i create it.
but anyway, i hope that happiness and joy always come along with me.
I need that.
*smile*
Am I the one who only know how to pursue, but never create the happiness?
or Am I the one who always create happiness but never pursue?
Before this, What is happiness? is not joy.The difference between happiness and joy is the key element of sustainability.Joy only given by God, but happiness given by people.
Yeah, sometimes, i think i pursue happiness, sometimes i think i create it.
but anyway, i hope that happiness and joy always come along with me.
I need that.
*smile*
Rainbow World
Never expect that I will start the blog with this mood, down..sad...depress,unmotivated,....
dint expect people will come to read this blog, due with low publicity..( sorry Adele and ching, i want to write something which is more positive, but at this time , i could not, i know you guys will come to read, but , just ..)
dear all friends, who are reading this,
setting up this blog is because i need some space .. space for myself to speak...space for myself to smile...
how long that i have been not really listen to my own heart speaking? how long been i have to act strong to face challenges, I am just a normal girl. I have my emo moment , moment where i feel i need to breath in fresh air,
i want a space , just me and myself, to sing like no tomorrow , dance like there would not be other days.
Today there are two majors incident which makes me not happy.
this blog is going to show you the very negative side of me.
I quarrel with a friend, a some how friend where i think i can trust, some how friend i got a lot of expectation.
just because of something that i say , which he feel that i hurt him.I regret to say that, but i know words have been came out. how would i apologize also no use. But my intention is just want to joke. perhaps my joke is just too cold, people cant sense it. end up , we quarrel.
well , i apologize, because i dont want him to feel unhappy. but , when i read his blog, i get shock.
once again , disappointment comes from friends. I hate this, the blog is totally with red, yellow, the colour which i hate the most. I saw many people leave comments, i feel sad. Tears coming to
me , and i start to really hate it, never feel that i will be like that. you know somehow as a Christian , sometimes , i just need to be forgiven. but , seriously , i am piss. piss with what the blog wrote. piss with the blogger, piss with the response.at this moment, i understand. understand that I am being maybe too over. but , i just feel that , the blogger do not need to hate me till he wrote that you know like some how...sigh..i just dont know how to put in words, but i just feel not not not not not not not not not happy, when i type so many not , i heart become cold.Tears again come to me.i just feel sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad.
This blog will serve a very good platform , to reveal my real self , instead of my another blog.
second, feedback from my team mates. even this drive me just become more demotivated. giving much for what i am passion, asking for the minimal return , end up ,i dont even feel that my effort being appreciated. being in a team , distance drives me , perhaps just a invisible person, i feel that i am being neglected. feeling lost , lost whether should i take up the challenge.
saying so much things , by the end of the day , i make a decision, i want to stay in a world where by is only me, me alone. i dont want to talk to any person at this moment.there are rainbow in my world, there wont be rainy day.
by the way , thanks for my family members, my friends , my dear who always be with me. I finally found out, the world can change everyday , but these people can always be with you , no matter what happen.
thats all i want to say.
Good night to myself.
dint expect people will come to read this blog, due with low publicity..( sorry Adele and ching, i want to write something which is more positive, but at this time , i could not, i know you guys will come to read, but , just ..)
dear all friends, who are reading this,
setting up this blog is because i need some space .. space for myself to speak...space for myself to smile...
how long that i have been not really listen to my own heart speaking? how long been i have to act strong to face challenges, I am just a normal girl. I have my emo moment , moment where i feel i need to breath in fresh air,
i want a space , just me and myself, to sing like no tomorrow , dance like there would not be other days.
Today there are two majors incident which makes me not happy.
this blog is going to show you the very negative side of me.
I quarrel with a friend, a some how friend where i think i can trust, some how friend i got a lot of expectation.
just because of something that i say , which he feel that i hurt him.I regret to say that, but i know words have been came out. how would i apologize also no use. But my intention is just want to joke. perhaps my joke is just too cold, people cant sense it. end up , we quarrel.
well , i apologize, because i dont want him to feel unhappy. but , when i read his blog, i get shock.
once again , disappointment comes from friends. I hate this, the blog is totally with red, yellow, the colour which i hate the most. I saw many people leave comments, i feel sad. Tears coming to
me , and i start to really hate it, never feel that i will be like that. you know somehow as a Christian , sometimes , i just need to be forgiven. but , seriously , i am piss. piss with what the blog wrote. piss with the blogger, piss with the response.at this moment, i understand. understand that I am being maybe too over. but , i just feel that , the blogger do not need to hate me till he wrote that you know like some how...sigh..i just dont know how to put in words, but i just feel not not not not not not not not not happy, when i type so many not , i heart become cold.Tears again come to me.i just feel sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad, sad.
This blog will serve a very good platform , to reveal my real self , instead of my another blog.
second, feedback from my team mates. even this drive me just become more demotivated. giving much for what i am passion, asking for the minimal return , end up ,i dont even feel that my effort being appreciated. being in a team , distance drives me , perhaps just a invisible person, i feel that i am being neglected. feeling lost , lost whether should i take up the challenge.
saying so much things , by the end of the day , i make a decision, i want to stay in a world where by is only me, me alone. i dont want to talk to any person at this moment.there are rainbow in my world, there wont be rainy day.
by the way , thanks for my family members, my friends , my dear who always be with me. I finally found out, the world can change everyday , but these people can always be with you , no matter what happen.
thats all i want to say.
Good night to myself.
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