Thursday, December 25, 2008

享受一个人的孤单

已有太久, 我没有用过华语来写博客。

今年的圣诞节, 我感受一个人过的滋味。从来不喜欢一个人的我, 突然,我变得好自我。

其实,我可以选择与别人度过, 但是我却懒散的躺在我的书房里。

我已有几天时间在书房里睡觉。感觉上, 有书伴我入眠,感觉比较安全。

我好缺乏安全感,自己待着,觉得孤单。

北京的日子好孤单。

我现在也深深感受到游子的心情了。

就让我过一个孤单的圣诞节吧。

Thursday, December 18, 2008

I am going home for Chinese New Year

This week had been a week for low motivation , due to I feel really tired. Not sure whether is from emotion , or actually phycially feeling tired.

The workload for this week is really less. So , I spent sometime to explore which new website which is interesting. I realized I have a lot of website which have My ID , managing my own profile really took some of my time. Facebook , blogspot, huddle, linkedin( which have box.net, tripit and also amazon reading list),gmail , g calendar,hotmail , msn, yahoo, ...... So it pretty obvious , everyone will turn into IT user whether you like it or not :P

I had booked my ticket to go back to Malaysia during Chinese New Year. I guess this is the only incident which really make me happy. By the way , I miss home so much. :( I can go to KL, Penang , Ipoh and etc. hmm... home sweet home.

This week , I had chat with my brother , ee aik and and my aunt. This also makes me happy.

Why I should feel happy this week?
1. going home during chinese new year
2. chatting with my brother , my aunt and ee aik.
3. went out for japanese food with Oliver.
4 Going out with Danny , Meredith, and some lao wai to Hou Hai.
5. Have some virtual frinds like Saltuk from Turkey and Iara from Brazil.
6. will perform on Sat for clowning.
7. Shi and I going to Wang Fu Jin for christmas shopping.
8. I will be going to 798 and Pan Jia Yuan for my art trip.( christmas eve)
9. I have Ajisen Ramen with xiao ma, and have a nice chat on some business model.
10. CHRISTMAS IS COMING TO TOWN!!!!! HOORAY!!!!

I guess when sometimes you just feel moody , should really list down why you should feel happy lists. Then you will know how to appreciate life.

Chaos....

Friday, December 12, 2008

writing in the NanJing Airport

So one week passed, I never notice that my new job had really changed me.I start to like to write up something , take some photos , recording my life . read more books like Marley and Me, Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus, the world is flat, blue ocean strategy, and one more , The wealth of nations from Adam Smith.( My reading lists going to be more and more)

Although i have been so tired after work, but the tired is not different. This tired is the tired which brings you excitement.

There are always ups and down in your life. Life is just like a roller coaster. Although I just started to work in D4 project for two weeks, And i have been working from days to night , even for my weekend, but all this means a lot for me. It means that I am learning , it means that I am contributing, it means that I might get my reward in the sense from God , in the sense from my organization , in the sense from my boss.Now, I start to believe in team spirit, start to believe that there are actually nice people around the world, who are always be there to share, and to love and be loved.

I am now writing this blog in Nan Jing , a place whereby I been here two years ago. But now , when I come here again , I realized that i had changed. Grow up to be another person who lives in the society.

I am in Nanjing , Wuhu , for my work outstation . Meeting Moe,the vice president , of the Chery International ,and the GM of Middle East and North Africa region,first local Chinese car producer in China. He met a lot of people from all over the world , and have so much experience , in the sense of making his hardwork become valuable , not only for himself , but also for his family and the nation.I like to listen to his story , by the way I always like to listen to people's story, which makes me warm and more engage with this person.

His story even more motivate me to be a global marketer,i am really glad that my job now provides me a lot of learning in project management, art industry, the stakeholders management from the government, embassies, corporate, artists, galleries, museums, funding organization, all of this are from the world.and it also involves foreign affairs, marketing ,, Public relations, branding , customer relationship management,and advertisement.

So thank God for providing me everything.

I am ending my blog here before I fly to Guang Zhou and heading to Hong Kong for my outstation job and visa renewal.

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Sparks with IE

One of the goals in my life is to study MBA in London School of Economics. But recently, I have another choice.

I met a Russian, a guy from Venezuela , A girl from turkey. in the IE business school session.

The trend of business that they discussed , brings my attention.

This is the era , of age polarization, technology innovation , and also personal contribution.

IE is about diversity, entrepreneurial and innovation.

So..... This connects me with IE.

The 4 hour workweek

Reading... is one of my hobbies.

I am recently reading this book, the 4 hour workweek, which brings me some reflection

People are not only pursuing happiness, but also excitement.

People tends to reward personal sacifice, but not personal productivity.

People should have the freedom to do whatever they like.

So what do you think about that ?

Art, Shi& I

People always tell me that , left hander is good in art. But for me , I am not. I am just a normal person , who have interest in management area.

Not really have so much passion towards art. Till, this day. I received a call from Houston , saying that Amars recommend me to work as a assitant for a manager. I am suddenly stunt. Assitant????
I am not interested at all, is just sound like a boring job for me. But by the way , I am not thinking so soon of getting back to Malaysia at the moment. I would like to continue with my dream, be a really global marketer, hmm....so I decided to give a try to meet this manager.

" Hello , my name is Li Shi , I had studied in Malaysia too. Nice to meet you ."

" Hi, I am Sze Yan , a Malaysian chinese....

And the conversation goes on , I am glad to meet her , as she is not bossy , she is nice , she is talkative, have a wide horizon, studied contemporary art in Japan end UK , always visit a lot of galleries and also museums in Europe , and the lists goes on. This girl who are just older than me 4 years, had so much achievement in diffrent area. wow.... At that moment , I just feel like I really like her.

But , I did not work her after that lunch. I cant believed , how amazing it is , after one month , we are together ... in a team , for D4 project . And my role , is more than an assitant, is a collaborator, for this mega project. Shi always provides me a lot of space, for me to really work out what is the best for me.

For me , she is an art. For me , my job is an art. For me , my working environment, my life , become more artistic.

I am still on my way to learn how to appreciate art.By the way , thank God for providing me a good sister, Shi, an environment provides me space, an art + management project which bring me excitement.