Chinese New Year Eve and I

Today is a special day. Or should we say it like everyday is a special day out of usual day ?
woke up early in the morning , been to market with my mum and grandma. Suddenly , i feel that I should really learn how to cook. Sharing this with my friend. who just laugh at me , saying that by the age of 23, i still don't know how to cook is a cool joke.But, I seriously is a joker , who said the none of us is a joker in our own life.

Life is like a story , you are the main character as well as the story maker.
is really up to you how you want to make the story goes.

I am thinking of you again. Looking back , we have been having so many memories. But sadly say,. why all these memories wont appear to my mind after so many years. I just know i cant afford to lose you. Your call make me feel warm. If you are reading this , I would really want to apologies for anything that i done to hurt you . I know i have been very selfish , always put myself first before you. Always putting up evil princess face , asking you to do this and that. I asked myself , is that what we call happiness for both of you and me. I closed my eyes , what i can imagine is , both of us hugging each other when we sleep, Be grateful because everyday we see each other, having each other in our arms. But not , always making both of us feel stress in the sense of , maybe one of us lose our direction when we grow up. I am glad that no matter what change , your love towards me is still there .And i feel safe and confident , because you are my shelter.Dear, i just don't know how to tell you how much you mean to me , i know that by the end of the day , i just want you to be with me , no matter we are poor or whether we are sick. Is you that makes me feel, I am worthy, priceless. As you have already give your best to me , i feel that i should be doing the same, giving the best , for our future.