Dear all ,
I have seriously limited access to internet. This is because in Japan , we need to pay money for that !!! I had arrived Tokyo safely J , please forgive me if I did not reply your message , pick up your call,, ( is expensive to call or reply msg, and Japan only accept 3G phone, luckily I have it with me ) or reply your email , because every 10 mins I online , I need to pay 100 yen.
Everything is cool here. I met many different countries people , which makes me feel the world is not as big as we imagine. As an ASEAN, we share a lot of similarities in many ways. And I am really proud to be the country representative to share the ideas and seek for collaboration in this AP region, so that when these ideas turn into reality, so that we can create a positive impact in the society.
Miss you guys much.
Cheers,
Sze Yan
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Leadership Starts Within Yourself and Motivation is the kick start.
Leadership is not something that new for everyone.But , the courage to take up as a leader is not as easy as what other people think.
Election are everywhere , country electionn , MC election , LC election , US election , but how many of us think of those people who took up the courage to apply to be a leader?We are there to criticise without thinking how much contribution that have been given by us?We are there to say everything that we want but without consider the feeling of the candidates.
For me , I never think of want to be a great leader, Perhaps is just like the text book definition , leader is someone that lead a group a people to achieve a goal.Wau , is easy , just lead a group of people , maybe just 5 or 6 of them , then to achieve a simple goal , thats finish your task.
but , until i apply to be the leading member is AIESEC Malaysia, I know that is always about responsibility , commitment and motivation.
I got enough motivation test in this semester, my VISA application got problem , my aiesec first election is a failure, my thesis is under critical stage , my study does not turn up as good as I think , my industrial training is still pending , my relationship with God is further, i am having communication problem with my friends, or even I am having problem with my family member, and my beloved one.
Every time when I thought i will be struck down by all these, but I didnt. Every time I thought I will just jump from a building to end up all my stress, but I dint. I want to be look good, i want to be looked tough , but actually deep inside , i am not. I mourn before i sleep.
is a voice inside my heart that keeps me moving. Is it God is leading me , or is it "someone" which can be a leader of myself is leading me ? I have no idea on how is it , I just know i want to keep on moving. I dont want to give up until that day which does not really to allow me to do so.
Life is like a roller coaster, is always up and down. Life is like a rhythm,where by if you like this song , you want to continue to listen again and again, By the end of the day , I am looking forward my eternal life with my Father, and I know he walks with me with my every single step.
Election are everywhere , country electionn , MC election , LC election , US election , but how many of us think of those people who took up the courage to apply to be a leader?We are there to criticise without thinking how much contribution that have been given by us?We are there to say everything that we want but without consider the feeling of the candidates.
For me , I never think of want to be a great leader, Perhaps is just like the text book definition , leader is someone that lead a group a people to achieve a goal.Wau , is easy , just lead a group of people , maybe just 5 or 6 of them , then to achieve a simple goal , thats finish your task.
but , until i apply to be the leading member is AIESEC Malaysia, I know that is always about responsibility , commitment and motivation.
I got enough motivation test in this semester, my VISA application got problem , my aiesec first election is a failure, my thesis is under critical stage , my study does not turn up as good as I think , my industrial training is still pending , my relationship with God is further, i am having communication problem with my friends, or even I am having problem with my family member, and my beloved one.
Every time when I thought i will be struck down by all these, but I didnt. Every time I thought I will just jump from a building to end up all my stress, but I dint. I want to be look good, i want to be looked tough , but actually deep inside , i am not. I mourn before i sleep.
is a voice inside my heart that keeps me moving. Is it God is leading me , or is it "someone" which can be a leader of myself is leading me ? I have no idea on how is it , I just know i want to keep on moving. I dont want to give up until that day which does not really to allow me to do so.
Life is like a roller coaster, is always up and down. Life is like a rhythm,where by if you like this song , you want to continue to listen again and again, By the end of the day , I am looking forward my eternal life with my Father, and I know he walks with me with my every single step.
Sunday, March 2, 2008
原点
这不代表现在.
一时风平浪静,一时狂风暴雨.
好讨厌这样的你.
我好失望.
我想说,让我解脱吧.
好不想让自己受委屈.
好不想让泪水往肚子里留.
我累了.
不想被你的情绪困着.
再也不想掩饰自己.
我也会不堪一击.
就让我这一个母之的女人,变得更加地无知.
我再也不想假装,装得我好好受.
但其实,我不.
你依然是我的好友.
我从没想过拥有他.
我觉得他, 不属于任和人.
可是, 如果因为我,你觉得不开心,我愿意把这分安全感还你
My new updates !!
Hola, Welcome welcome. Sorry lar, I know have been long time did not update my blog.
So here, comes all the update.
Hmm , lately, Study is busy. AIESEC is busy, busy with the second application and also going for Japan APXLDS. So , till now , everything is still fine, financial support , own self generated. Mental support , still ok ok. Hmm , a bit cant expected, coz cant imagine I am going to
Till this moment , I am stuck in my room , My city enter hospital , need to under inspection for two weeks. I miss him . He is my best darling, after my real darling.
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