Growing UP

Have been such a long time never update my blog.

The reason is, lazy and do not have any writing in my mind.

How could today will have the mood to write ? because i realize I need to grow up.and I need to write it down , before the next second , what is in my thought today.

Grow up means spending less time in FB.

Grow up means bearing more responsiblity and be mature.

Grow up means dressing like a mature lady and think properly before any action is taken.

I dont hate growing up, but I am scare growing up. Scare the stress which i need to bear.

I feel really happy when everyday, I wake up with nothing in my mind. walking in the forest, going to the sea. I think my happiest days when I was in university, driving the car, rounding the island. :) those old days.

I really wish I am Peter Pan, live in Neverland, playing with mermaids and fairies.

Life oh Life, I wish I can be a child. Spare me, but I love to be who I am.

Thnking about it , I ask myself , what makes me Happy? I could not find the answer. But I only know whats makes me not happy.

Is growing up means happiness is hard to be found?

Cooking-My new hobby

If you are close to me , you will know that I never be a good cook. As I really don’t know how to cook. But last week , Snow who just came back from Europe and I went to Wal Mart to buy some raw vegetables , and we decide to cook for ourselves. Houston, Benny ( who managed to being promoted and work in Newegg) came to our place and try this delicious Canton food.

The cooking habit seems like did not stop me after Snow's visit. I decided to cook again for soup and also some simple dishes. And again, I succeed.

So I decided to call for house party, as you can see , I am stress and also sad with Gigi's pased away. So the house party hopefully will cheer me up a bit.So yesterday , Joyce, You you, Linda, Wei Ran and Jing Ye came to my place for house party. It is really fun to have friends around , and we played Uno card games. I urged so much people to play Si Chuan Mahjong with me , but none of them show interest. We also watched the popular show , Happy Family from the Mango's Tv channel. Everyone seem like enjoy the party especially with my food , and also my cocktail.

Anyway ,dear friends, I am learning to cook more and more food.Perhaps one day , I can open one restaurant in Beijing , which also serves as art gallery. And you are always welcome to my place, to share your cooking experience :)

和你一样

这个博客是致给在人生遇到失败的人，永不放弃，须知世上有许多人与你一起奋斗，命运掌握在您手。

希望这首歌能为您带来希望，人生虽时常有许多底低点，加油，为您自己加油，我们会为您鼓掌。坚强，须知雨后会出现彩虹，为你喝彩。

谁在最需要的时候轻轻拍着我肩膀
谁在最快乐的时候愿意和我分享
日子那么长
我在你身旁
随着你成长让我感到充满力量
谁能忘记过去一路走来陪你受的伤
谁能预料未来茫茫漫长你在何方
笑容在脸上
和你一样
大声唱为自己鼓掌
我和你一样
一样的坚强
一样的全力以赴追逐我的梦想
哪怕会受伤
哪怕有风浪
风雨之后才会有迷人芬芳
我和你一样
一样的善良
一样为需要的人打造一个天堂
歌声是翅膀
唱出了希望
所有的付出只因爱的力量
和你一样
谁能忘记过去一路走来陪你受的伤
谁能预料未来茫茫漫长你在何方
笑容在脸上
和你一样
大声唱为自己鼓掌
我和你一样
一样的坚强
一样的全力以赴追逐我的梦想
哪怕会受伤
哪怕有风浪
风雨之后才会有迷人芬芳
我和你一样
一样的善良
一样为需要的人打造一个天堂
歌声是翅膀
唱出了希望
所有的付出只因爱的力量
我们都一样
一样的坚强
一样的青春焕发金黄色的光芒
哪怕会受伤
哪怕有风浪
风雨之后才会有彩色阳光
我们都一样
一样的善良
一样为需要的人打造一个天堂
歌声是翅膀
唱出了希望
所有的付出只因爱的力量
和你一样
我们都一样
谁在最需要的时候轻轻拍着我的肩膀
谁在最快乐的时候愿意和我分享
日子那么长
我在你身旁
见着你成长也为你鼓 掌

Appreciating Life

there are many moments of life i really appreciate.

Perhaps my parents let me name to be Sze Yan, is to appreciate.

First, i would like to appreciate God, for bringing up who I am today.

Then , is my parents, my brother, my aunties , and my family gave me love, which made me feel warm.

Then , is my friends , who always caring and lovely.

I just want to be more appreciate life.